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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Back at Uni


My trip to Eastern Europe to see family was as anticipated, dramatic and busy. I was sick when I set out, I had this weird cold which this time left my throat alone, but gave me fever and this tight headache. My sinuses were also congested. I flew from Manchester to Munich. At the train station I met this American guy, Andrew, from Wisconsin. He first asked me something about the train, then we struck up a friendly conversation that lasted pretty much most of the way. It turned out we were both on the flight to Munich. He had a pretty interesting background. He was my age, and well, a lot more successful than I was. He was an engineer in the Navy, a broker, a project manager in Dubai, and now lives in Naples, Italy. He also happened to sit right in front of me on the plane. Can I just say that I find Americans the easiest people to converse with. And of all the countries I lived in and visited, I identify with America the most, deep inside. I can't help it, that state of things just is, I think I adopted a fictitious US identity long before I ever set my foot on that land.

We hectically changed planes in Munich and I got really sick on the flight to Warsaw. So sick that I in fact fainted for about 10 minutes. It was the combination of the rapidly decreasing air pressure we experienced during descend and my congested ears & sinuses. In a moment I felt incredibly weak and hot, and I was out. Good thing I had begun chatting to the friendly Spanish guy sitting next to me. He was flying to spend Christmas with his Polish girlfriend, and we had spoken about Spain, Poland and travels. He probably alerted the staff that something was wrong. It was a weird feeling. My ears hurt just before fainting but blacking out itself didn't hurt, it was like being given some strong anesthetic and slipping away. After I came to we were just landing and a nurse was sitting next to me. I never saw the Spanish guy again. They rushed me off the plane in an ambulance. I was walked off the plane and I remember all the passengers staring at me so intensely, boring their eyes into me. I felt weak and was apparently white as milk, but I knew I'd be ok. I was taken to the airport clinic and my blood pressure was 130/70 which apparently was ok.

I had a good time over the holidays, which wasn't free of drama. I had a fight with my mother because I went to visit my uncle with whom she doesn't speak. She's got good reasons not to see him, but I personally love my uncle and he's done lots for me in the past, and he's got no kids of his own (his only daughter died years ago) so I'm willing to overlook the mistakes he's been making regarding the family. But after my mother and I battled it out, I felt horrible. I guess I still have a conscience, so I went into her bedroom, hugged her and apologized. It felt good, and then we spent 45 minutes putting pictures of baby Lena on facebook. That's my little niece.

When I visited my uncle we had an amazing time walking on a frozen river. Wisla literally froze over, and high mounds of ice sheets formed as the river froze, it got warmer and the ice sheets began to float, then it froze over again. The result was a moon-like landscape. Truly fascinating.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

It's almost Christmas

Hi there. It's almost Christmas, not that it carries any significance to me other than having to buy presents for my family and fly them across the water. And because I'm an unemployed student, I've added to my long list of experiences the experience of shopping at Primark. It wasn't as bad as some my better off friends made it out to be. They had a series of clothing that was going for the whole A&F/Holister look, axcept the prices were a tiny fraction of those real items, and to be fair they weren't all that bad. OK, I got some for myself. But also for my dad and brother in law. So after my Primark splurge I rant into my best friend and his girlfriend, and they both have serious flu. We didn't hug, we didn't even touch and when speaking I tactfully stood at a 2 foot distance. They weren't even into having lunch together, and they ALWAYS want to have a lunch together. Poor Karim, he could barely speak.

Now I'm at the library with my books, but instead of writing my report on risk management in Thai banks, I'm facebooking and blogging, because they're closing the libarary in and hour and a half and I hate doing these things from my small netbook at home. Tony called me from Las vegas and he arrived safely. It's a shame we won't be able to spend these holidays together. I'm going to miss him. I've taken First Defence twice today but I still feel as if my body is trying to fight the flu.

Primark isn't the strangest place I visited today. I've also been inside a Catholic Church. Damn that institution! What is very frustrating is that despite my blatant disaproval for everything they do and pure contempt of what they stand for, I am still having to play their fucking game. The only way to be a godfather to my little baby nice is to go to confession. I haven't done it yet, because the church was empty, but I'll have to. Speak to some stranger who claims some sick monopoly on communication with a fictional figure, about my "sins". How ridiculous. I don't even believe in sins, it's an abstact concept. Just like god or heaven and hell. It's pure politics and the church is nothing but a business. It should be taxed like a business, if I was an MP of any party I would ceryainly make that one of my campaign promises.